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So.
I'm gonna write a blog about nothing.
I just need to get a few things off my chest.
I miss my cousins and Morehead City SO BAD.
I miss everything about it.
The Air, The way the floating dock sways when it hits a wave, the way your ears feel when you go underwater for the first time, Cole's extreme interest in television and movies, the smell of fish, the stickiness of your feet after you stick them in the saltwater, Roxy's soft ears (the dog) , the views of the ocean, the smallness and friendliness of that entire town, the way the sun sets over the water, the pulse of the water when you're riding in a speedboat...
It's my second home.
and I'm homesick.
And really, I'm just sorta upset about everything right now and I don't feel like going anywhere.
That's one of the worst things about me in my opinion. I have the hardest time trying to force myself to get up and go out when I'm like this- even though I know it's the best thing for me. To get my mind off things.. to talk.. to laugh..
I can't do what's good for me.
Ever.
There's my fatal flaw.
I started playing piano tonight and I broke down thinking about everything- My music tends to come out as sad or happy as I am. I just got so involved..
But anyway.
I just wish there were more people out there that appreciate and see the stuff that I do.
Thankfully, there are people out there..

Enjoy the new song.
It's what I can't get out of my head at the moment..