I pity the fool.

I see everyone around town now and it's like a giant blur.

There's a very small amount of people who turned out to be who I thought they were.

Now I'm even refusing to go to the places where I know they will be.

& When I bump into them, it's even worse.

It's painful.

I see them and I want to cry.

Of course,as the unsensitive jerks they are, they are totally unaffected.

"Although there's pain in my chest, I still wish you the best with a fuck you."

Well, well.

I haven't blogged in the LONGEST time. I feel so weird sitting here blogging. I've been so busy lately! This weekend, I'm taking the SAT, and the very next weekend, I'm taking the ACT. I'm so stressed out! Annnd procrastinating, as you can see.

So, going back to the last thing that I talked about apparently- spirit week. Long time ago. The highlight of that week was the fact that Idressed up as Lady Gaga at school. I'm just quite the little monster;) My friend (SylvietheGreat) was Keri Hilson.

With recent news, I guess I'm just a different species of person, because nobody seems to take friendships as seriously as I do. I mean, I'm the type of person who will absolutely adore their friends and be so appreciative to them for being a friend and will do anything for them, and when something's up, I'll go to extreme lengths to try to mend the relationship. I've recently lost two of my absolute best friends I've ever had. One, due to the miscommunication of something said, and the other due to the fact that she communicated it. I have a relatively new friend, OtherClaireAnnaClaire (I'm lacking creativity in the name making up today..) and we were talking about how we both did that, and how frustrating it is. We both came to the conclusion that if relationships turn into something unbearably stressful, then they aren't worth it, unfortunately.

I'm gonna have to let them go. I'm seeing things I never saw in them before. Qualities that I NEVER saw in them before. It's kinda unbelievable. But hey, I guess fall was all about change anyways. Everything changes. Unfortunately.. but now it's time for winter.

But I'll always be looking back at fall and wondering what happened.

i reaaally don't like school.. school work, that is.

IT'S SPIRIT WEEK.
finally.

This was today. Tacky day. (I'm in the red beanie and the yellow striped sweater.)

I'm here because I'm procrastinating. I've sorta taken a liking to tumblr lately. I have a journal for AP english that is due tomorrow that I REALLY don't want to do. If it were something like talking about the development of the character, I'd be fine with that. But no. We have to type a passage out from the book and talk about syntax, diction, tone, organization, and figures of speech. I really, really, really don't want to do that. I can't really even focus at all today. But anyway, I'll have more spirit week pictures sometime soon. The week is still young.

xoxo,

Claire.

you're amazing!

This blog is dedicated to one of two of my absolute best friends.

DinoNiccy.

She's been having a rough time lately, and I know exactly what she's going through because it's exactly what I was going through 2 weeks ago. Without her & LeighAiko, I really would probably be a wreck right now. She happens to be one of the most amazing people I've ever met. A stupid guy doesn't change that. She's beautiful, smart, nice, and funny. If that stupid guy doesn't see that, he doesn't deserve her. She deserves to be happy. I just wanted to let her know that I'll always be there for her and I've got her back, just like she had mine, and I always will. Even if it takes a blog to prove it. I love you seester.

xoxo,

Claire.

show me your teeth.

Wimps of the world,

Know that you never get ANYTHING you want if you're too scared to go get it.

Broadway stars would never get their parts if they were too scared to audition.

Armies would have never won if they were too scared to go fight.

Heroes would have never become heroes if they were too scared to take a risk.

So I'm gonna say this once, and if you don't do it, it'll only be you that takes the fall.

Show me your teeth.

xoxo,

Claire

-insert catchy title here that relates to everything in this blog post, although it's really just a bunch of randomness-

So, I've come to the conclusion that I want to write a book. A book. Just one.

I'm gonna put it on my bucket list.

This is because in class, we are reading Ellen Foster. I'm in love with this book. The girl in the book thinks exactly like I do. It's kind of amazing.

& even stranger, Kaye Gibbons, the author of the book is from MY town and graduated from MY high school!

Kaye Gibbons based the book off her life, and she just names herself Ellen in the book.

It's a great book so far. I haven't been able to put it down.

One of these days I'm gonna write a book though. Just not now. I have not the time to do such a thing.

I really feel myself getting better. Days pass, and I start to forget.

I'm good at this kind of stuff- Stuffing away things I don't want to think about- Mostly because of my dad. My parents are divorced (My dad left when I was 6 years old), so it's always been sort of hard for me. They've had a really messy divorce, and a messy court custody case that went on for 10 years. I also have an evil stepmother, who is 22 years younger than my dad, a dentist, who I am convinced she only married for money, and then had a child with to secure the money (Yes, I have a half brother. They won't let anyone know this, so behold blogspot, my half brother was born with 6 toes, and is probably autistic. He couldn't talk at age four, and they refuse to admit anything is wrong with him. I do love the kid, I feel awful for him that he's stuck with them for parents and I understand that it's not his fault that he's this way, but he definitely has a problem) She's a total bitch, basically. White trash. I remember sitting in our "family talks" having to sit there and listen screaming at me and calling me names. Thankfully, I'm out of that situation now..

Anyways, because I lived with those horrible people that genetics say are related to me (my dad at least. My stepmom's not related to me. I refuse to be related to her.) I can deal with enormous amounts of stress- Zone out, forget. I learned how to zone out a long time ago through this. It helps a lot with stuff like this. Just drift off, and you aren't really there, therefore your problems aren't either.

However, I expected meaness from my dad and stepmother. Zorro turned on me very suddenly. So it's been a little harder, but I forget.

I'm still not dating. I don't really wanna screw anymore friendships over or have places I won't be able to go or people that won't like me just because of who I'm dating. I just really think it's not worth it. Not worth the hurt, the tears. None of it. Love is just a load of bull crap. Unless you're talking about your friends or family. I can honestly say I love my friends. I would never hurt them. I mean LeighAiko and DinoNiccy have been here for me 24/7. Best friends anyone could ever ask for.

When the person that is supposed to love you hurts you, I guess they're not really a lover if they would even consider hurting you.

& There's not really anyone I want to date. I'm really not a shallow person. Personality definitely comes before looks in my book.. but sometimes looks are a nice bonus;) Sometimes I consider dating someone else, but then I find that fatal flaw that would kill the relationship. For example, I was recently asked out by a guy.. 5 minutes after asking me out, he told me about how he was talking to a new girl every day now and how bad it was. He said he wanted to have at least a steady relationship for a month but he wouldn't do anything that lasted for 6 months. I'm sorry, but that's kind of awful to me. I can't date guys like that. I refuse to be "one of the girls" or just someone that a guy plans to have a little fling with. That doesn't work for me. So I probably will not be accepting that invitation..

So instead of accepting that invitation, I'll probably just accept my invitation to go read more of Ellen Foster.

Maybe you'll read my book one day, blogspot, whoever you are reading this..
thank you for caring;)

The song this time is one of my favorite songs in the whole world. Kids by MGMT. Mostly because it sounds beautiful on the piano, but for some reason, says something about getting over hardship and learning to cope with things to me. So I thought it'd be worthy to play in the background. Enjoy:)

xoxo,

Claire

baby, it's cold outside.

It was 40 degrees this morning!

MY FEET ARE SO COLD.

I had to wear a sweater and jeans. I was so surprised!
The teachers seemed to be really happy at the fall weather.. all of them kept their windows and doors open. So I stayed cold through the whole day. My hands and feet have been so cold all day.
Today is the first day I've really talked to Colbydeanya in like 2 weeks, so I take that as a sign I'm getting better.
Talking to him has sorta been a reminder of Zorro, and I've really been trying to stay away from that.
I'm actually starting to miss the Capstone Project. It's nice being able to just ditch class and go get on the computer and type for the whole class period. Originally, I thought I'd be having to do the Capstone Project at home. I've already got my draft turned in.
Yesterday, LeighAiko and I went to church with BuzzLightyear, and JessicaMessica. After, we all went to Target to look at Halloween costumes. Hey, it's coming up! We looked through them, and we decided that we were thinking we wanted something a little more original.. so we went to K-mart. The BIG K-Mart at that. Big K-Mart, with a big smile, as they used to say;) here's mine. (I'm an indian, yo!..or Native American? and JessicaMessica is a pirate!)

Not sure if this is going to be my halloween costume yet, but I like it;)

Til' Next time;)

xoxo,

Claire

what to say.. what to say...

I don't even know where to begin.

I don't even know what the hell is going on.

I have so much that I can't say, but I need to say.

The only person I could really say these things to is Zorro, and he won't talk to me.
so I guess I'll just list these things.
1) Zorro broke up with me on the way to Lady Gaga's Monsterball... I've been waiting for this concert for months.. spent hundreds of dollars on it.. planned my outfit for months... and I cried through it.
2)I have so much effing work to do. I actually have all 90s and above in every class right now, even in chemistry?! but I'm in AP english, AP us history, and stupid chemistry honors. Not to mention, a college class, which I had a test in today. My first college test. Oh joy. & Tomorrow, we have to have 5 pages of my stupid capstone paper typed and turned in. Oh, except the power randomly went out in the computer lab, and just about everyone was on page 4, and then lost about 2 pages of their work.
3) A group of people in a pottery class this week randomly decided to make up a huge rumor about me saying that I was pregnant & to text me and harass me about it. I'm not pregnant. Promise. But now the whole town thinks I am. I walk the hallways of my school and I get glares and looks and people stare me down. I have friends from other schools texting me asking if I'm pregnant or saying "I'm worried." I didn't even know the people who started the rumor. The guy who did it did it solely to get back at Zorro, whom he used to be best friends with, but hates now. So now, for the next 9 months, wherever I go, I will get stared down thanks to a bunch of cruel people. Oh, and the person who gave out my number was one of my best friends. I feel so betrayed. Believe it or not, I'm not going to hold anything against the guy who did this to me. He's apologized and explained the situation pretty thoroughly, and I've got too much going on in my life right now to hold any grudges.
4) I've gotten so much support from my friends this week. Your absolute best friends really show themselves when something like this happens. God. LeighAiko and DinoNiccy. I love these people. Dearly. I don't know what I would have done this week if I hadn't had them. My best friends
5) Everyone keeps telling me I should find someone else to date. I've already been asked out. I can't do that. I really just want Zorro. I don't even care if I look stupid saying this, but I'll wait for him if he goes into the air force. He's got so much time, and he's freaking out now, thinking he has to drop everything he's got & go.
If I'm not good enough for him, I'm done.
I don't even wanna see anymore guys, except the ones that are my friends.


So good luck to all of you guys out there. You're not getting anything from me.

That's pretty much it.

xoxo,
Claire.

keep my heart beating.

Wow wow wow.

Raise your hand if you had a hard weekend!!


Meeee!
Really, I was overloaded with work. I had chemistry homework, and a chemistry lab to type up, and a bunch of sources to do notecards for in english. For capstone!
Then, there comes the depression. My aunt died two years ago of breast cancer and what would have been her 48th birthday is tomorrow. She was such an extraordinary person. Everyone who met her loved her. They named a fishing tournament in Morehead City after her when she died. It's the lady's part of the Big Rock Blue Marlin Tournament- The Lady Angler Tournament. It's now the Keli Wagner Lady Angler Tournament.
Here's the tournament's t-shirts.and here is Keli Wagner herself.(with my Uncle Casey!)

I was just really upset. So I wasn't exactly in the best state of mind. So anyway, Today I was feeling a lot better. I spent yesterday with Zorro and Colbydeanya so I sort of got out all the bad emotions. I'm really glad I have Zorro. He's great.

I did nothing. Basically all day. My day was basically like a kindergartener's because I was so tired from staying up watching Lady Gaga win all the VMAs last night:) (First period, I sat there. 2nd period, I sat there, and in 3rd period, I colored. & In 4th I sat there. End of Day) I was so proud of Mother Monster:) What's even cooler is that I'm going to the monsterball this weekend! I'm pumped.

You could call me a little monster:)

Today, ReadySetRetho took me home:) (which he had to because my good for nothing next door neighbor didn't tell me that she had a dentist appointment.. I really need a car. Riding with him was fun though) He's basically like my brother. He's awesome. He told me that his little brother walked in his room with a super soaker and said "Say your ABCs." Personally, I would have cracked up.

Anyway, I'm neglecting to to my chemistry study guide right now so I need to get on that!

Until next time! ... Let's hope I survive until next time!

xoxo,

Claire

Greatness. the great.

Sooo, life is great.

I'm really happy with life :)

I'm really loving school. My lunch period is awesome. Colbydeanya, DinoNiccy, SylvieTheGreat, Emeline, ReadySetRetho, StrothaFromAnothaMotha, Willikin, and KaliMyLove are all in my lunch. It's so fun.

I sit around really funny people in all of my classes. They really entertain me:) For example. We were in the computer lab the other day and we all were told to write a letter to our graduation project committee and describe ourselves. NajaMeansBusiness starts typing "Dear Committee, For my birthday.. I went to buffalo wild wings.. It was good." hahaahaa personally, I thought I should have taken it as an opportunity to tell the people how much I hate their guts for making us do this stupid project. However, for the sake of my grade on it, I stayed serious.

Today, I plan to go hang out with Zorro:) and Colbydeanya wants me to go to the coffee shop this weekend with him bad. We're gonna have to get him a girlfriend.

My psychology class is fun. The college one:) The professor is hilarious. Unintentionally. He brings his voice up at the end of all of his sentences like he's asking a question. The first day, he asked Star Wars trivia. The next day, he talked about dopamine and how pleasurable sex was thanks to dopamine. Oh, and he also talked about weed a lot.

Zorro's best friend is in there with me. The only person I know in the class. I sat with him the day the professor started talking about sex. We have so much fun making fun of him.

Anyways, we're off on labor dayy and I'll probably be hanging out with Zorro, and his best friend that's in my psychology class (whom I cannot think of a proper nickname for yet. ) and his best friend's girlfriend. It should be really fun. Then back to school and psychology class on tuesday.

Lots o' fun:)

Til next time:)

xoxo,

Claire.

sparkling on the inside.

I've drinken so much sparkling water today that it is absolutely crazy.
So much that I feel like I'm sparkling on the inside.
But seriously, when it's flavored like oranges and cherries and it's carbonated at the same time and doesn't have all the sugar it's like drinking HAPPINESS.
I suppose I'm a bit pepped up.
I plan to partay as much as possible, since it is my last free day.

probably with emeline and such.
I suppose that's it.
Talk to you later:)

xoxo,

Claire

Queens and Scenes and Rumors

So, someone told me recently that I had changed.

I thought I should explain myself.

Meet the place I'd like to go more than anywhere in the world. Austria. Home of Marie Antoinette, who started the breed of my amazing cat, Baby Kitty.

What do Marie Antoinette and I have in common? Someone started a rumor about each of us that was definitely not true.

For her, it was "Let them eat cake". For me, It was a different story.

These rumors changed both of us in some way. For her, she was imprisoned and beheaded in a french castle. That's a major change. But I feel like I have died on the inside, and then been reborn. I've rethought my friends, and my life and everything, and I'm finding things I dont' really agree with anymore. It may be a little saddening, but at least I'm not getting my head cut off anytime soon.

Like some of my friends. I'm finding out that I can't trust them, and I'm leaving them behind. Just like the one that started that rumor.

until next time. Friends or not.

xoxo,

Claire.

ow, ow, ow.. WHAAAAAT?

Okay, so today, my ears hurt. Pretty bad.
Not to mention, I really can't hear all too well in my left ear.
I woke up this morning with the worst case of hiccups EVER. I hiccup and it echoes throughout the house. Finally got those to go away.
So I'm going to the doctor. My ears are really bothering me. It's really annoying not being able to hear as well in one ear as in the other.
And then I think, how in the WORLD did I get an ear infection?
I suppose I may have had some cold symptoms that are clogging up my ears that I haven't been paying attention to. The only thing I've done that could have really caused a problem to my immune system this week is getting bit by a few spiders when I was weeding outside.
But in that case, I would either a) die. b) get a bunch of itchy spots or c) develop amazing powers to fight evil with.
Which in that case, I would really hope the outcome would be c.
I'd probably just use it to kill spiders though. Those losers won't leave me alone when I'm trying to weed outside. And I hate them.
Stupid spiders.
so anyway, Sunday, two of my favorite people in the whole world came home, and I got to see them Monday:)
And Guess who they were:) DinoNiccy and Sunshine!
My seester is finally back home:) I feel so muchh better:)
Really, I can't remember what I've been doing much before if I'm gonna make an attempt to catch you up on anything.
but I will attempt.
Samalama and I threw Emeline a surprise party. It was a major success:)
I went out to eat with Knbxx, Zorro, and Smashley. & I was majorly betrayed by Smashley after that. I will not speak of that, of her, or to her anymore. End of that story.
I've been hanging out with Colbydeanya and Zorro a lot. It works out well, because we all basically have the same sense of humor. It's a lot of fun.
Tuesday, I went to Taco Bell with LeighAiko and then we went to via. Then I met Twitch (THE twitch) and I saw PatrickStar whom I'd met the night before briefly and I played B.S with LeighAiko, DinoNiccy, PatrickStar, and Twitch for a long time. Then DinoNiccy, LeighAiko and I went back to my house for Pretty Little Liars.
And I'd just like to end with how glad I am to have friends like DinoNiccy, Sunshine, BuzzLightyear, Emeline, Indie, Colbydeanya, Knbxx, Zorro, and LeighAiko. If I think of anymore I forgot, I'll let you know:)

Love Love Love,
Claire.
xoxo
P.S, AUGUST 5th?!? WTF. FML. School starts in like 20 days AAAAAH!

oh, oh, oh, and the song is very gangster, eh? I'm quite gangster myself ;)

Hello, hello.

So.
I'm not going to try to catch you up on anything because honestly I don't feel like it, and I really don't remember what has happened.
Alexandrius is gone until October, which makes me mad. Also, DinoNiccy won't be back til August. Which also makes me sad. Then, two of my best friends are over in France walking the streets of Paris.
& the most exciting thing I've done today is mop the floor.
FML.
seriously.

Have you ever felt like you were trapped in your own world? All of a sudden, you feel like you can't make your own decisions because someone else is constantly telling you what to do, and sooner or later, you can't live your own life.
That's how I feel.
& It's not like it's coming from a source like my mom where it's supposed to be from, but from other people. Telling me what to do.
I have news for you. I DO NOT TAKE ORDERS.
So don't act like you're so great and know everything, because you don't. I can fend for myself better than I can doing what you can. If I can't live my own life with you in it, then I want you out of my life.
Kay, bye.

A little fireworks...

Okay, so I had soooo much fun at the beach. I didn't want to leave. It was amazing.

Friday, we got there, went to the Sanitary, and met some random people which my mom talked to for a while. Then we went to CaseyMon's house and I saw Krouton, Caroliney, BlairBear, and HuntaCox. We all played with the ripstiks for a while until we went to get Coleman and JojoCox, and we stayed up til 12 playing Girls vs. Boys capture the flag.. The girls won:)

On Saturday, we got up, and we all went to Cape Lookout for the day. We ate lunch sitting on the boat and then Krouton, BlairBear, Caroliney and I jumped off Trento's big boat. (There were 3 boats that met at the Cape and we tied them together) Anyway, we kept jumping off that boat for a while until CaseyMon got back in our boat and we started back and went to the beach off of the Cape for a while- we saw a few people we knew & talked to them for a while. They were playing baggo :)

Then we went back home and I went to the grocery store with my mom to get stuff for dinner- spaghetti:) and after dinner, Coleman, Caroliney, Krouton and I played Baggo. Coleman & I on a team and Caroliney and Krouton on a team. Coleman and I won. 21- 9. Ouch :) Then we all got in the pool at 11 o clock- Me, Krouton, Caroliney, Coleman, and JojoCox- HuntaCox had to go home & he snuck back over after his grandparents were asleep. It was a rough game. Basically, attack whoever has the ball. Whatever it takes. Jump on their back, put them in a nelson.. anything.. Girls won:)

Next day was the 4th:)

Basically my whole family was there- minus BimsPashim, LauraBoBorra, MikeMabob, and AnnaBanana.

We cooked out- had my uncle CaseyMon's bubba burgers:) and then we went out in the boat to see all the fireworks :) I saw fireworks in at least 7 different places from the water:) - and it's so beautiful- the fireworks reflecting off the water. When we got back, JojoCox and HuntaCox came over and we were trying to decide what to play, but since HuntaCox has a huge crush on BlairBear, and BlairBear went home earlier that day, he left. Plus, he thinks Coleman doesn't like him. Which I felt bad about.. and when I went to tell Coleman that he went home for that reason.. all he said was okay. and I felt worse about that :\ JojoCox stayed though.

The next day, I woke up and went swimming with Coleman, Caroliney, Krouton, and JojoCox.

After I had to get dressed and get packed and ready to go. Which was extremely depressing. I tried to stall for the longest time so I could get my ipod charged on Krouton's computer. Then I told Krouton, Caroliney, and Coleman bye and left:( *JojoCox and HuntaCox left at the same time as me. Off back to Maryland for them. I probably won't see them for another year or two...

So then Mims drove to Beaufort and we went in a few stores and walked around. Beaufort is gorgeous. Then we went to El's Drive in. Which has the absolute best shrimp burgers in the entire world. For those of you that don't know, a shrimp burger is fried shrimp, slaw, and ketchup on buns. & Don't say it sounds disgusting until you try it, because it is amazing. They also have the most amazing cheeseburgers ever there. We got one to take home to eat the next day. It was still good yesterday.

We went through Mt. Olive on the way home-- you know, pickle central. I happen to love pickles... you might think that Mt. Olive would be a cool, happenin place because of the pickle factory... it really isn't...

Just makes me think how much North Carolina has to its name.. Birthplace of Pepsi Cola is in New Bern.. an AMAZING town. I love New Bern so much.

Dr. Pepper was invented somewhere in the mountains of NC.

Pickles from Mount Olive:)

and all the Nicholas Sparks books are based off of places in NC.

I really love North Carolina. I don't care what people say. It's awesome.. and incredibly beautiful :)

Yesterday, I spent a lot of time with friends. Which was very fun.

I went to La Perla with LeighAiko, and we came back to my house and walked the dog and watched Pretty Little Liars together and ate the remaining spumoni.. which I have got LeighAiko addicted to now:)

Then I watched Billy Madison, and amazingly funny movie, and went to sleep.

Today, I woke up at 12:20. The result of my cousins getting me further into the sleep schedule of California from being at their house... Now I go to bed at 1 or 2 every night ( I don't get sleepy until then!) and then wake up at 11 or 12. 1 or 2 a.m here is 10,11, or midnight in California (I'm not too great at math, but you get the picture.)

Anyways, thanks a lot to my cousins.

It's supposed to be 103 degrees today, so my sweet doggie will be inside with me.

Other than that, I don't really know.

So now that you're caught up, we'll talk later.

xoxo,

Claire

p.s, check out the song. I can't get it off my head. Along with a lot of other things lately..

Mission Possible..no.. Impossible.. no.. Possible.. aaah.

MY UNCLE IS AWESOME.
I don't care what anyone says, he's awesome.
His name will be CaseyMon.
(It's supposed to sound jamaican:] )
and no, he's not jamaican.
I've been wanting to go to the beach ever since we left around the Big Rock Tournament & we got an email from him yesterday saying we could come stay with him for the fourth of july (as it is, a tradition and all :] ) and we are most likely going.
I am PUMPED.
I've really missed Krouton, Coleman, and Caroliney.

but anyways, I haven't blogged in a while so I probably should catch you up ;]
Monday and Tuesday I hung out with LeighAiko. Monday we went to Subway & had to find the nearest Wilco Hess gas station from Subway for her gas card.. so we drove all the way out by the hospital only to find out the next day that there's one less than a block away from the subway...
Anyways. We went back to my house & watched one of my favorite shows.. which is now becoming quite dull.. The Secret Life of the American Teenager..it's getting to be like "oh, so who's pregnant now?!"
Then we watched the season premieres of HUGE and Make it or Break it. HUGE is so stupid that I think I must have laughed through the majority of the show. I don't really find Make it or break it very interesting anymore.. It's a show about gymnastics.. and It's not really holding my attention span.
The next day, LeighAiko randomly picked me up, demonstrated the wrong way to cash a check. haah, and then we went to get coffee..LeighAiko paid in all change.. and we got really hyped up.
Then we randomly decided to go to Target. We basically did everything we could do in Target. Hah. LeighAiko painted her nails.. We played all the games.. Luigi is super mario really needs to figure out how to walk, btw. I threw a ball across the aisle saying "Pikachu, I choose you!" just to test the patience of the people around me :)
Then, LeighAiko took me home, and left, and then came back 10 minutes later. Lol. She ate dinner with us and then we watched Pretty Little Liars. Which is basically the best show on television right now in my opinion.. with Gossip Girl not starting back for a while :( I watched the entire first season when I got sick. I need to watch the 2nd one..
Yesterday, I basically chilled at home all day. It was fun. I had a bunch of stuff I had to do, anyway. Then I went out to eat with Mims and came back home. Pretty Boring stuff.
Today, I have a mission.
Which is not exactly working out too well.
I AM going to straighten up my room, and pack.
Or maybe not. I woke up feeling awful today.
But I'm going to suck it up, take some medicine, and get over it and just do it. It's gonna hurt though :(
Gotta go get to it :)
xoxo,
Claire

Catching up.

Guess who the best dog owner ever is?
Me. Totally me.
Today, I filled up a baby pool for my sweet dog today so he wouldn't get too hot outside.
Yesterday, I went to a movie with my dearest CameronesALaDiabla.
After, I called up Emeline and we went out to eat with Mims and JimThePlumber at Chico's :)
I adore mexican food. It is the best type of food on the planet.
Then, Emeline and I sat out over the river at Chico's, and then we realized, We always end up somewhere near water together at late hours...
The reservoir... The pool... The river...Hot Tubs...
Hey, Maybe it's a sign;)
Emeline and I both wanna go to UNCW. We'd end up near water at late hours there too. Hahaa:)
The Day before yesterday, I curled my hair.
I really felt like a farm girl that day. We went to the farmer's market and got fresh vegetables, and then we drove out to rural North Carolina in Dortches, and got more vegetables and food at the Dortches Red & White. I was really tired and sweaty, so I took a shower, and then Mims went out with JimThePlumber and I had Emeline and AlexiusFrancoise over and we made brownies, played Barbie Prom Queen (haaah:] ) and watched return to Oz. It was very fun:)

Here's a pic of the hair. Hahaha. But hey, now you're caught up- You know what happened last night already. hah.. Idk what else I'm gonna do today.. It's been pretty boring... It is Sunday.. after all. But hey, I'll let you know when something happens.

xoxo,

Claire

P.S, enjoy the new song.
The Thespian by Alesana. Can't get it out of my head.

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So.
I'm gonna write a blog about nothing.
I just need to get a few things off my chest.
I miss my cousins and Morehead City SO BAD.
I miss everything about it.
The Air, The way the floating dock sways when it hits a wave, the way your ears feel when you go underwater for the first time, Cole's extreme interest in television and movies, the smell of fish, the stickiness of your feet after you stick them in the saltwater, Roxy's soft ears (the dog) , the views of the ocean, the smallness and friendliness of that entire town, the way the sun sets over the water, the pulse of the water when you're riding in a speedboat...
It's my second home.
and I'm homesick.
And really, I'm just sorta upset about everything right now and I don't feel like going anywhere.
That's one of the worst things about me in my opinion. I have the hardest time trying to force myself to get up and go out when I'm like this- even though I know it's the best thing for me. To get my mind off things.. to talk.. to laugh..
I can't do what's good for me.
Ever.
There's my fatal flaw.
I started playing piano tonight and I broke down thinking about everything- My music tends to come out as sad or happy as I am. I just got so involved..
But anyway.
I just wish there were more people out there that appreciate and see the stuff that I do.
Thankfully, there are people out there..

Enjoy the new song.
It's what I can't get out of my head at the moment..

Global Humidity

It is REALLY hot outside.
Today Chick-Fil-Liz talked me into going on a bike ride today in this hot weather- Which was fun, but I wanted very badly to jump into a large pool of ice afterwards. Other than that, today has been nothing special except talking to CameronesALaDiabla.
Yesterday, Emeline came over, and then we went to Emeline's house and played intense Wii. She has Wii Resort. There happens to be one amazing game on Wii Resort that I adore- Sword Fighting. Basically, you're trying to smack your friend off this very tall circular platform into water that who knows what could be swimming around in. It was amazing.
Then, I randomly went to Via with BimsPashim and Mims and then Smashley, Sheepy, and BuzzLightyear were there so I decided to stay. Then we got bored and some other people showed up so Smashley, BuzzLightyear and I went to the mall for like ten minutes. BuzzLightyear talked to Pinkslea the whole time while Smashley and I went cruisin throughout the mall. We went in Aeropostale first looking for Devolicious, and then we went to Bath and Body Works and got our hands smellin good and soft:) Then we went to Victoria's Secret and got our whole bodies smellin good:) & Then we decided to go in my store:)- Claire's. Haaah. and we looked around a bit before BuzzLightyear found us and we went back to Via.
It was a very fun night:)
I really miss DinoNiccy though :\
Going to Via isn't the same without her there.
It's not as fun.
But hey. 5 weeks and 4 days til she comes back:)

& At the moment, I can't get one of my favorite songs from when I was younger out of my head.
Blue by Eiffel 65:)
Enjoy:)

xoxo,
Claire

The boyfriend blog.

There are boyfriend jeans.. boyfriend tees... but I don't think anyone has created a boyfriend blog.
So let me be the first to create one.
Yes, I have a boyfriend.
His name is Cam- Cameron really. But it's sorta like calling a Randolph who goes by Randy by Randolph if you call him Cameron.
But if you haven't noticed, I haven't been using people's real names just so random people can't look them up.
So he will be called CameronesALaDiabla.
CameronesALaDiabla thinks I have neglected to mention him in my blog.
Really, I've only mentioned the people I've hung out with in that day. We just haven't hung out since I made the blog.
If I mentioned all the people I have talked to in one day, this thing would be a mess.
But yes, he is more important than the people I talk to in one day, so here, CameronesALaDiabla.
I promise, I care about you.

The guy pictured is an amazing guy who plays football, likes music, pepsi :), long talks on the phone, energy drinks, roller coasters, reading, italian food, comedy, and long walks on the beach.

And you can't have him.

Because he's mine:)

I love you CameronesALaDiabla:) promise.

xoxo,

Claire

P.S , just in case you still don't think I care about you, CameronesALaDiabla, the song is for you too.

Ahh...Summer Boredom

When someone asks, "Hey, what are you doing?" and you respond "Nothing." , your nothing can not compare to the nothing that I have done today.
Well, maybe:)
Emeline came over and we had a Tap Tap Revenge 3 battle- in which I won every single battle we had:)
Then, she had to leave, so I got very bored.
How bored?
I just made frozen lemonade in a blender.
Why? I have no idea...

And At the moment, I can't get Mr. Lonely by Akon out of my head.
So I added it, just for you:)
Enjoy:)

xoxo,
Claire

Father's Day

Happy Father's Day to everyone who has a father :)
But I still hope you're having a Happy Day if it doesn't apply to you:)
Went to Via with LeighAiko on Thursday and ran into DinoNiccy, Buzz Lightyear, and Alexandrius. That was a lot of fun. We took a lot of crazy pictures:)

Then I went to pizza inn with StrawberrySuz and CherryKat on Friday. We went to Via afterwards but it was DEAD. I did happen to see Colbydeanya and DinoNiccy though.
Thenn on Saturday, I had to clean ALL day. I hate cleaning with a passion so I was trying to escape, of course:) I went to AlexiusFrancoise's house with Emeline and then SylvietheGreat showed up and we played Wii, ate pizza, made a ton of hilarious videos, and watched a movie. It was great:) I've missed seeing them since school got out- I see Emeline all the time though, fortunately:)
I'm about to go out with BimsPashim to get my favorite food- mexican:)
soooo, I'll catch you later:)

xoxo,
Claire

1st Blog

I've never really been fond of the idea of blogging.
However, I do like to write and I thought I might just try this out for the heck of it after seeing my friend's blog.
I don't expect anyone to read this, but if you do happen to stumble upon this blog, here's to you.
As this is my first blog, I may as well introduce myself.

Hi, I'm Claire.

Nice to meet you.. whoever you are.

xoxo,

-Claire