So, going back to the last thing that I talked about apparently- spirit week. Long time ago. The highlight of that week was the fact that Idressed up as Lady Gaga at school. I'm just quite the little monster;) My friend (SylvietheGreat) was Keri Hilson.
With recent news, I guess I'm just a different species of person, because nobody seems to take friendships as seriously as I do. I mean, I'm the type of person who will absolutely adore their friends and be so appreciative to them for being a friend and will do anything for them, and when something's up, I'll go to extreme lengths to try to mend the relationship. I've recently lost two of my absolute best friends I've ever had. One, due to the miscommunication of something said, and the other due to the fact that she communicated it. I have a relatively new friend, OtherClaireAnnaClaire (I'm lacking creativity in the name making up today..) and we were talking about how we both did that, and how frustrating it is. We both came to the conclusion that if relationships turn into something unbearably stressful, then they aren't worth it, unfortunately.
I'm gonna have to let them go. I'm seeing things I never saw in them before. Qualities that I NEVER saw in them before. It's kinda unbelievable. But hey, I guess fall was all about change anyways. Everything changes. Unfortunately.. but now it's time for winter.
But I'll always be looking back at fall and wondering what happened.
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